Some believe they mean the world to me. others dont realize how much they mean to me.

Trust me, it wont be that difficult. I wont let myself believe that this is my fault because I know the difference.This really isnt anyones fault. So whatever.Like you said, you are out of my life now. Nice knowing you. Pft.So last night I got quite upset with just everything.Id like to blame it on the unbelievable amount of medication I am on right now.Doc tripled my dose. Its too much.Mom doesnt want me to stop taking them but she doesnt realize what its doing to me.Its reallllyyyy weird. I cry now.I think its fucking with my emotions/state of mind.Because yesterday I got very irritated at the most rediculous things.Not like me.And then nina broke curfew by four hours and it just upset me because it upset my mom.Then my super hero came and saved the day like always :). <3.Its 2 oclock in the morning. Danielles crying over stupidness.Jesse comes over.Danielle sneaks out and sits on the curb for 2 hours with jesse. Hes awesomeness.Everything he said was so true.At the time I was thinking *thanks for taking everyones side*.But it was all the truth. Thanks Jesse. Your input/opinion means a lot.K im bored of this. Post later.