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you disgust me.yes you.you are completely unbelievable and i cant believe the person you are.i remember saying that id love you forever.you make it quite difficult.just stop."MANHORSE."if you hate me, then dont talk to me.yes i know i call you.i care about you, you were my first love.somehow you have forgotten that i was yours."MY WHORE."i know you dont read these but im sure your friend will inform you about it.the whole 'joke' at the theatres.that makes me sick.its not a fucking joke. god.whatever."CRACK WHORE." and stop calling me names.yes im a whore and a dirty slut but i dont need you to tell me that i am.it almost hurts.if i were able to look at you and see a person with feelings it would. you are heartless, therefore what you say doesnt tear me apart.im proud of myself.btw. your girlfriend is ugly. im not jealous, dont worry.she just is. :)and if i ever find out that she bashes me, shes done.